Dreams

This week I was lucky enough to be able to go to South Carolina with my dad for a much needed vacation. Even though my dad was at work all week, and I was alone all week, and it was a 10+ hour drive, it was still a lot of fun!

I got to do a lot of shopping, money-spending, and LOTS of driving.

On Wednesday, I decided that instead of sitting around the hotel or driving around getting lost I should go to Myrtle Beach. So, I drove and drove and drove, and 2 hours later, I saw the Ripley's Aquarium in Myrtle Beach. So I stopped, spent a great deal of money and saw some freaking cool sharks and jellyfish. Afterwards, I drove some more and finally found the beach. It wasn't Myrtle Beach...I couldn't actually find that one. I did end up at Surfside Beach, the family beach. Oh, well. It was clean and long and sandy. I love the beach!

So, as I was walking along the beach I realized something. I realized I have no dreams....

And this is a major problem.

Sure I say I have a goal to graduate college, have a family, go on a mission, but those aren't really dreams. Those are things I am just waiting and expecting to happen. Problem.

Also, I have realized that my life is boring. Like really boring. Like I go to work, sleep, eat, and spend time with my family. My best friends are 5 and 8! I was complaining just the other day that high school was turning out to be the best time of my life so far. I went cool places, had cool friends, and had cool dreams. Now, not so much. I've become complacent and lethargic and BORING.

So, this week, I am going to make real goals and create real dreams. I am going to create the life I want and I'm going to stop waiting around for something to change. I'll let you know soon what those dreams are when I know.